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Sometimes I am just ashamed at the fact that I haven’t written about the most eventful moments of my life – the time I got my first big job, the time I started being with the love of my life, the time I moved to live in a foreign country for a bit, the time I stayed in my first five star hotel, the time I first began to fly twice a week from twice in 10 years, the time I’ve been the loneliest with absolutely no one to talk to, however much I wanted to, the time I visited my first cabaret show, the time I saw opportunities I believe motivated me in every goal, fall at my feet…well…and these were the best and worst of times……

And I wonder… the busiest times bring out in us the need to multitask like never before…when I had never studied enough, never knew enough for the impending test was when I religiously updated my blog….and now, in spite of the busy life, my loneliness leaves me with a lot of time, and yet I don’t write…I don’t make an effort to learn new things, I don’t see myself going out and getting ‘em things I thought I’d fought to have for a lifetime. In short.

It’s ironic, and yet what’s even more ironic is the fact that you never wake up to the irony.